We Begin!

     I think the sound of this rain has put me into a bit of a contemplative mood. It is still hard for me to believe that I am not only living out a dream, a passion, but that I am actually able to support myself with it! For many years my desire to share with others this beautiful art that is Jiu-Jitsu, was an enormous exercise in persistence, patients, determination and most importantly, belief in myself. I made very little financially for the first 10 or so years that I taught, it was a struggle to say the least! There were a few instances were I grew so tired of this struggle, of this grind, that I actually stepped away from teaching and training all together. I did this with the mistaken belief that my desire to share this incredible gift, this treasure that I had come to love so deeply was simply not meant to be. Fortunately, there was a part of me that was uncompromising and would not allow me to surrender so easily. With out exception, each and every time I walked away I invariably found myself feeling that I was not living my authentic life, not realizing and sharing what was in my being to do. Needless to say I am so very glad that in the end I choose not to settle, not to live a life half lived!